Thank you to everyone for your kind words of support.
I realize my post about waiting for surgery was very selfish as some of you do not have that option.
I meant what I said about being angry for a moment - and I am definitely over it.
I went Rock climbing this weekend - and had a blast - I did not need to worry about diarhea and took the advice of taking an immodium before I went.
I had a great day and was thankful for my ostomy...
So thanks again for your kind words... and to Healingwell for having this site that allows me to vent.
Angela