4 days dundunduuuuunnnnnnnnnn

4 days in counting until my subtotal- colectomy(ileorectal anastomosis)  surgerical intervention- to treat CI

day 1 of quitting smoking has sucked biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggggg  time.

 

My belly hurts, tommorow will be my last day to eat. I start my clear liquids only prep fast Monday-wed. My surgery is at 6:30 am on thursday morning. I am nervous, scared, sad, angry, happy, excited, hopeful, hopeless, pretty much every emotion u can feel im feeling it all together.

take care- u r all in my thoughts and prayers

Amanda- Thankyou for your vote of confidence it means alot. take care. By the way part of my heritage is from scotland, the other is irish.

yep those drugs are your friend, morphine, mmmm, morphine! LOL!!!
you will be fine, we are all thinkign of you
i know how hard quitting smoking is, but it will get better. this helped me, i took a shirt that i hadn't washed since i quit smoking, and i carried it around, and when i wanted to smoke i smelled that shirt and realized how awful it was to always smell like smoke.

Hopestar- Quitting smoking is easy. I've done it a hundred times, lol!!! I'm actually smoking a butt as I'm typing this. I know.......I'm stupid! But, I don't drink alcohol, don't cheat on my taxes or my wife, and I eat all my vegetables. I figure I'm entitled to at least one vice. Seriously though, I bought Nicorette losenges(sp) today, and I'm planning on quitting next week. Good luck with the surgery! You'll be fine!