i have read the post on pain and they really didnt tell me what i wanted to know..but anyhow i had radiation to my abdomen for cervical cancer...they missed and got my colon and rectum they are all burnt up and have to come out...i do remember signing a paper saying that i woudnt hold them responsible for this and if i had it to do over again i would have still signed it....and my thoughts are how the heck did the radiate all that stuff if they were radiating my cervix?...dunno it makes me angry...that i am in this shape because of a little to far to the left or right....my surgery is oct 6 but i do have an apt with a dr that does the j pouch on sept 19 maybe he will have good news for me...sure could use some...they also tell me that i now have spots in my uper abdomen that look to be cancerous and i will need more chemo and RADIATION what will they do to me this time?