Confession...what is wrong with me?

Mommyphoto - i have been wondering how you are doing - you had the op about the same time as Subcolectomyhereicome and hopestar didnt you???? Dont hear from them anymore so they must be doing reallly well.

Mommy - are your bowels ok now? Or are you dealing with complications? Are you glad you had the operation?  I am still waiting for this op and I have no energy/enthusiasm - i am hoping to regain an enthusiasm for life when i can get rid of this awful constipation and everything that comes with it.....its the pain and discomfort that drains me. Its disconcerting to think i may still be the same after this surgery..