HI guys.....just trying to read up on the newbies posts and everyone else.
Tinkerbell....I do have some comments on the defecography. I have had two myself. One before the TC and one in January, three months before my obstruction/emeergent ileo. I think it is a great tests to see if the TC is going to be successful along with the anal manometry. In my first test I was able to get a little out but the report simply stated "failure to empty rectal vault" but my anal manometry was normal and I and the surgeon thought it would be a success. It was not and in turn I was thought and by some still am to have anismus. Now, when I did my defecogray in January I was unable to eliminate even a drop of that barium paste and I was sick for 3-4 days after being so blocked up. I think with a good defecography and a failed sitz marker test yuou would be a good candiate for the TC....its better just to remove it all. I hope that you can find peace in your decisions and I will pray for you.
TDR- I do not know where to begin with you, I feel so bad for you. You sound just as I did before my TC. I must say I thought for a few months there my TC did work even with some type of an issue in my rectum. I had 8-20 BM's for a few months and then they just tapered off and stopped. It was then I did the biofeedback and botox, got the diagnosis of anismus, 3 opinions later was on the way to do home biofeedback and WHAM.....bowel obstruction. I PRAY!!! that you can get help and some relief soon. The backed up stool and constant use of laxatives made me so sick. I wish I could show you pictures from the Winter. I look a world of differnt now with my ileostomy. Am I happy I have it? NO! I cannot lie to you, but it has made me feel better than I have in a long time. I wish you peace as well in making your decision....its a hard one and one I continue to question even where I am today. Is my brain working again??? I hope to think so. I have had 5 loose BM's since the fourth of July and I can feel my muscles moving, but am I going to get excited??? Not yet. I also got on an antidepressant to help with the ileo surgery and this has relaxed me in a huge way which they say can have a lot to do with the brain/bowel relationship.Anyways....I am praying for you.
Linda-
I hope things start moving again for you. Have you tried some natural fiber or prune or grape juice. I know the feeljng of tapered bowel movements, buty I hope this turns out just to be a moment. Try and not think about it too much.....our brains have a crazy affect on our bodies. Your still going and that is good...you could also try a dose of stool softener or mild laxative (I know it brings back nightmares, but its ok). Anyways, hope your well sweetie.
Judy- Hope your feeling well.....praying for you always. Kepp us updated on how you are :)
Hodaya- Whats the word e???? Thinking of you. Any more news from Amanda or her hubby???
Lots of Love.
Lizzie