Hey guys...
I am so behind on what is going on with everybody and a bit confused :( I am trying to put it all together.
Rosemary- Never blame yourself sweetie, that saddens me so much. You are one of the bravest, most wonderful people I have ever met. You are going to win against these doctors and they will get what they deserve and for WHAT THEY DID to you!!! Thanks again for all your continued help and support. I feel no pressure about you and Lahey, I actually teared reading it and it means a lot to me. I really ust feel like no one will help me and the fact that you are trying and you do not even know me except frm this site means the world to me. Depending on the cost I would love to send my info there...I just with all my medical bills do not have a lot of extra money, but I could always ask my parents for help. I have great insurance, but with the possibility of losing my job my husband and I would have a very hard time paying our bills on one income. I will be calling CC and FL on monday to see what is going on with them and hopefully since my test on Wednesday is in the am I hope they can give me results that day.
Tracy- I do not think all of that oozing and especially with the colors is good at all and I think she needs to be assessed especially since on abx. She may need a stronger one. MRSA is so much more dangerous than people know and even though she does not have a fever right now it can spread to the bloodstream quick and thats when, as you know with your son, things can get bad quick. Thinking of you always sweetie...and I pray that you get some answers. When do you start your biofeedback?
Marisa- Geez is right....my mom was crying to the nurse and doctor and still they just tell me I am a chronic patient with chronic problems and all they can do is treat my symptoms. Its so stressful and hurtful and I know if I was my nurse I could not see letting someone go with an abdomen that appears as mine. I tried some soup today and I threw up and I am still having horrible pain. I had to take 1/2 bottle of MOM today just to get some liquid out and now I am noticing I have to strain so hard even with liquid. Thanks for your support honey, I love all of you so much and pray for you always.
Kristen- Welcome! This is a great support site for you and we are always here for you good and bad and between all of us I am sure one of us has had it, experienced it, or has the answers for you. Please do not get scared looking at my posts and my complications and continued complications. I am not the norm and many do well. You have been through so much already and I hope this is the answer for you. Praying for you!
Sarah- I know everytime they do an xray nothing is going to show...what bothers me is he never shows me. I have sene the same doctor and its like he thinks I am crazy. My surgeon told me I had to go to this ER no matter what in case of being admitted, but I have never seen a different doctor in the last 2 months and he also was the same doctor that discharged me from the ER and the next day I was admitted from my surgeons office with severe dehydration, BP dropping so low, and pain and vomiting. I just wish someone would take the time to just admit me and run a battery of test and find out what is going on before something bad happens to me. Thankfully I am sustaining...I do not know how. I have been taking potassium everyday and I am sure this is helping. My albumin is still ok, so nutritionally I guess I am still ok. I weighed 101.2 today after 2 L of fluid and in the evening so I am guessing I probably have dropped below 100 now. I am super puffy in the face from all the fluid and I have only peed twice all day despite the fluid. Thinking of you always,
Anyways....this is so long, but I tried to catch up on everyone. My hubby is with the boys tonight having beers and watching football and I feel good he is doing this and I am not ruining his night. I have had a slushy and a few candies since puking lunch, but otherwise not eaten today anything but MOM !! I will get through this and just have to make it a little longer an hope to get some answers this week. I only talk to you girls about this...not even my friends. No one understand and I just do not have the time to listen to them tell me I am being negative. Thanks for all your love and unconditional support. Thanks for trying to save me....LOVE YOU ALL.
Lizzie