Well, NCoT, I sincerely hope that the day comes that you'll not regret surgery- and I say that in the sense of hoping it's because your quality of life improves. Some of us, myself included, may have always falsely assumed (from your earlier posts) that your dissatisfaction was purely or almost all psychological, but I see that we may have been very mistaken and that you have real physical issues too. Just hang in there and keep tackling them one at a time- if you aren't getting the help you need, keep looking. I know your NIH has issues (just as the US one has much more serious issues for the small minority who are uninsured, and in any case breaking the bank of this country even as it fails to deliver efficiently) ... Was just reading that immigrant Poles have imported pretty decent and affordable private clinics to the UK now, with long hours including weekends and evenings. Unfortunately I gather so far those clinics are mostly for GP type stuff though, but ya never know.
Pred withdrawal mjght well be at play with your energy issue. I still feel sleepier than I'd like in the mornings, even after a good night's sleep (which I now seem to get, pain free, unlike my lousy pain-wracked UC nights). Can you get your cortisol checked? It might be that you need a very low dose of pred and then get tapered off slowly.
PS you are not all alone in feeling like a freak, even though for different reasons- I sometimes feel like a bit of a freak on this forum for not wanting a jpouch- it seems almost everyone here either couldnt get a jpouch or has an ostomy for a few months on their way to a takedown. I still have a rectum (and have no plans to have it removed- just plan on surveillance indefinitely for now, as that surgery doesnt thrill me at all and Heck, I was planning on risking a life of just surveillance before I got the colectomy anyway) and surveillance of a rectum is a piece of cake vs a whole colon... so I'll never say never, but I suspect if I ever change my mind I might shoot for a k pouch or BCIR sooner than deal with pooping urgency again... But it's all a matter of picking our poisons. I guess I'm not not all alone- summerstorm and blueheron were like minded- if anything I am a fence sitter since I kept my rectum. Hey You and I have the do-nothing rectum in common- cheers.
Post Edited (Probiotic) : 6/10/2013 2:15:19 PM (GMT-6)