Ok, so I have 7 more days till I see my dr. tommorow, I have a ct scan to see if there's smething else wrong because I'm swelling so much. EWW Barium milkshake yuck! Anybody got any tips on how to mask the taste? My dr. also wants me to see my shrink to make sure im mentally able to handle surgery so that is aug. 7th. This wed. I gotta see my ed therapist jim. The pain is soooo bad but I am surviving one day at a time, with the hope that my dr. will keep his word (he said, "I won't have to live like this for too much longer, and he's gnna do everything he can to help me.") He's the only dr. I trust. My caloric intake is dwindling but the swelling and belly full of stool keeps my weight at a very high number, in fact it's the highest i've ever been in my whole entire life. I just want to feel better...is that too much to ask... is that too much for any of us to ask? I need to hv faith in God that he will see me and all of us through the dark. I pray that I will find the light at the end of this very dark cold tunnel soon. Hopefully my surgery for CI will be within the following weeks
Post Edited (hopestar) : 7/28/2008 4:05:21 PM (GMT-6)