Hi Allie,
thanks so much for your concerns.
I have been in the hospital for the last 1.5 weeks due to another hickman catheter infection with sepsis...in the meanime I have had enough experiences with catheter infections and sepsis so that I can easily recognize the symptoms.
It was my 4th infection within 5 months. Nobody can say why I seem to pick up every bacteria under the sun but I am sure it has something to do with my UTI, bladder catheter and urogenitay infection/inflammation as well as my deranged bowel motility/bacterial overgrowth. I still don't know if I can keep the catheter, I will have to finish iv-antibiosis first at home.
They sent me a psychologist to evaluate if I I refuse the catheter and contaminate it intentionally!!! I am so fed up with these psychological accusations and evaluations. This time I was really sick and the infectios seemed to be difficult to treat which did not hinder them to get me on ORAL antibiotics after only 2 days of iv- antibiotics when they know I don't absorb drugs that are orally given to the full extent.
I struggled to get back to iv-antibiotics...After those two days I had a severe deterioration of my condition again..probably new bacteria had built up since it was the first time the hickman catheter was flushed and used for iv-antibiosis. My GI doc did not know anything about
this and when I told him how inadequately they treated me again (although I have been at the same unit for the last catheter infections) and how many things went wrong (not only the issue with the oral antibiosis) he could not believe it and agreed that the oral antibiosis were harmful.
in addition I have increasing problems with my metabolism..something is going on there as well. I have a strange combination of low TSH which is usually seen in hyperthyroidism and low fT3/fT4 which usually indicated hypothyroidism. I will have to undergo a MRT since there may be a benign tumour in my brain that could cause deranged hormone levels and impaired metabolism.
I never seem to be the standard and that's what makes it so hard to be believed and taken seriously by the docs. I can't do it the right way: If I am very underweight I am accused of being anorectic, if I gain weight by parenteral feedings I am yet anorectic since I was not able to gain before and if I don't seen to need much calories now due to a very reduced metabolism they begin to doubt the severity of my gut condition and think that I fully absorb all I take orally in. But that's not rea, I can feel it, I don't absorb better but I don't need much any more.
Concerning the bladder issue I have still no perspective although I contacted many urological clinics. I haven't heard anything from the biopsies either.
Post Edited (pelztier86) : 6/22/2010 6:50:04 PM (GMT-6)