Posted 9/17/2012 9:35 PM (GMT 0)
I found this site in my history today, guess God is always in control no matter how out of control we may get. I was in such a state when I put my first post on site, I didn't even remember it. Since then I have had neck & lumbar surgeries, (sept 6,2011 & dec 13, 2011) both helped reduce my pain. My neurosurgery was considered a success, with a total of 4 pinched nerves, 5 dics removed, 4 reshaped or repaired, and multiple bone spurs removed, I have been on the mend. Now over a year from my first injections, I find myself with pain levels on the rise, again. In September 2011 xrays were taken of the already existing (new) weak areas, T9 & T10...only in the last 2 months have these be giving me troubles. I have made many praises to God, and I know His hand in on me daily. The burden of cost has taken its toll on us. I now have a temporary type insurance that helps with about 46 percent of prescription cost, but not much else. My husband is still near the end of his rope with me... I don't remember things well, and I guess I talk a lot. LOL But here I sit fighting the good fight and for the first time I can't complain.. I find relief in singing Praise to God for my pains rather than asking deliverance. His love does reach down this far, and I feel Him with me each day. We are starting to have a slight chill in the weather, which of course my body does not like. I hope that the 3 of you who responded back then are doing well or healing. I am finding my hope in God and trusting that His will be done in my life and those around me. No one can understand the pain we go through without having gone through it. You can't explain how the wind feels against your skin to someone who has no feeling. Nor can you explain faith to those who have never known God in a personal way. But without suffering we may never turn to Jesus, and though suffering we all turn to God sooner or later. Me, I am the lucky one chosen to share my story in hopes of lifting up someone else. May God be with you today as you fight your own battle and find your own hope.
In Gods Love, BJ Mc