Posted 8/20/2015 2:32 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks for the replies. I am really sorry for being so incredibly rude! I have no excuse for that. I was in one of my "poor me--depressed pity parties".
I am sincerely sorry to all on the forum for acting that way. I hope you can forgive me. I feel like I just ruined everything for myself on this site. I certainly get a lot out of the site, even if it's just reading posts that don't relate to me at all. I just know that there are other people out there like me, dealing with similar things, and that makes me feel not so alone.
Sometimes I look at the replies others get for their posts, and compare it to my own, and I start to think "what am i doing wrong?" "why doesn't anyone like me?" I may never understand what the real answers are or what the situation is, but I guess I have to just keep going and try not to think about all that. To try to think about the positive and the things i do have.
Again, I am really sorry for my temper tantrum and I hope you can forgive me.