Posted 1/14/2016 8:44 PM (GMT 0)
man i hate this ostomy. had surgery on the 10th of december. I hate the fact that i am caring poop under my shirt. Hate the leaks. i just hate it all. so darn depresssed it sucks. i am 56 yrs old. sound like a kid don't I? It is how i feel. i am a thin person so it is hard to get a good fit. Going to try a 2 piece next change with the belt. using a convex 1 piece without the berrier glue. tried with and with out no difference.
i just don't have the ambition i used to have. I had to file for disability in october, do to my great life with the dd crohn's. got accepted right away for ssdi. get my first payment in April. That is only thing good about this. I tell you what i would love to have my health back and work another 10 years.
thanks for letting me vent. Bill.