Just an update for you all. started Mirapexin and on very low (first week) dose. I'll increase slowly. I was surprised how emotionally battered I felt the day I started. I did not expect to be affected that way but found the day made me realise "You have Parkinson's"....I was so depressed & upset.
Now I'm fine (psychologically) and I think it helped just making the decision to start!
I am back doing my PhD, back exercising and slowing getting into a routine of living. I LOVE not working! Going to get a dog.
Thanks to you all for your support to date.
I think I'm now in the "living with Parkinson's" stage rather than the "fighting Parkinson's stage" !!
I do still fear for future but think living one day at a time the best
Love to all
Girlirish