I am so sorry that you are having to deal with this.
It is every day isn't it? At the back of your mind the whole time. That brief interlude between results, where you can actually focus on something other than cancer, life almost seems normal then doesn't it (just for a little while)
Todd, you seem to be a very strong character, positive and defiant. I am sure you will overcome your present setback
Your story gives me hope that my husband can also overcome his personal setbacks
Take care, Julia