Somebody said...
I spent the night reading hundreds of posts. I wasn't too scared before but now I am.
I know what you mean. In addition to extensive reading here, I've just completed
"How we survived Prostate Cancer - What we did and what we should have done" by Victoria Hallerman. And am deep into Patrick Walsh's book where he is discussing surgery and radiation failure, ED and help for advanced prostate cancer. It is frightening.
The last time my husband had cancer - 7 years ago, he was diagnosed on Wednesday and had surgery on Monday. There was not enough time to get educated or to really even process the fact of his disease. Not saying that was necessarily a good thing but this time - diagnosis in July and surgery in October is allowing time for education but also too much time for thinking about
all the
"what ifs" scenarios I am reading about
. It's like there is a grim overlay on our lives right now affecting everything everyday.
I almost didn't survive my reading of
How we survived prostate cancer (only slightly tongue in cheek)!