buidoi:
i don't appreciate you cutting and pasting an important post of one of my answers, to create another of your rambling discourses at my expense. if you want to know about
my 2 major radiation experiences, 10 years apart, then ask me directly.
don't appreciate your "poor purgatory" remark in your post either. i am only playing out the cards dealt to me in my personal life. i do not feel sorry for me, nor expect anyone else to either. my experiences are not for you to promote your odd and often bizzare view of PC related matters. Felt like you just exploited me for your own gain.
To set the record straight, especially for any newcomers confused by the above ramblings, this is what happened:
After my 3rd bout of the ultra rare and malignant cancer, Porocarcinoma, it had spread to the lymph nodes in my throat. Three surgeries took care of the physical part, and since there is no known chemo or HT for this type of cancer, my medical oncologist (an expert with this cancer type with 2 patients) had me go through 70 gys of radiation in the neck and throat. It did a lot of collateral damage, this was in the pre-IMRT and IMGT days, so there was a lot of "scattering". It left me with perm dry throat, killed my taste buds for a full 6 months, nearly took out my voice box, and left me with perm. radiation fatigue, at the time, I recovered to about
75% of pre-radiation levels, and it has never improved.
Then late last year, due to a quick post-surgery BCR, I had to endure 72 gys of radiation over 39 treatments for SRT. Due to complications, I lost the perm. use of my bladder and bladder neck due directly to radiation damage, and thus needed the ilieal conduit surgery I had in September, of which I am still recovering from, which left me with a perm. stoma below my navel, so now I have to pee into a bag for the rest of my life.
Two major bouts of radiation in a 10 year period is a lot for anyone to endure. The damage from the first time, was expected in how the radiation was delievered in those days, but on the SRT this time around, it was clearly malpractice on part of the radiation clinic, as I reported being "burned" after only 4 treatments, and then having my radiation oncologisit brushing it off as "imgagination" and the famous 'it can't happen", blah blah.
Those are the facts, but buidoi, its my testimony, my experience, my pain and terror, its not yours to use as you see fit. Try to remember that next time.
David in SC
Post Edited (Purgatory) : 1/10/2011 1:07:15 PM (GMT-7)