I have made some strides.....and something has happened below the belt line. well here I am 6 weeks past my last post and some good things have happened. I have not had a drink since 7/19/13. I am seeing a therapist for my depression and it is going well and has been more helpful than I could ever have imagined. I am communicating with my wife who no longer wants a divorce. all she wanted was her husband back....not the guy who hated himself and felt he was no longer a man because of the issues that happened because of PC. Went to my urologist and got trimix and Viagra. Trimix worked within 5 minutes and put a big smile on 2 faces
Got a new pump the old one was defective!!!!!!!!!!! have been having regular relations now for several weeks and it has done wonders for both of us. So 2.5 years from radical prostect. And 1 year from salvage radiation, function has returned to the point where this morning I awoke with an erection for the first time since the morning of my surgery!!
Moral of this story is not to give up and even though the treatments removed the cancer I still let the ****** win because of a poor mental outlook. Don't give up fellas and thanks for the writings and replays..... They were and are helpful. peace