BillyBob- yup ive noticed a pattern. I'm trying. I really really am. Always been a problem for me. Thats why im doing the biofeedback. Thought it was helping. then BOOM something comes up and it seems like Its not. I am feeling a bit calmer today. We'll see. Its good that i have this place to vent. Maybe i shouldn't vent though, maybe i shouldn't calm down. I guess that was your point
Mel - yes i know it takes a long time from Polyp to cancer. And i should relax, having had a clean colo just a year and 9 months ago. Of course, me being who i am, I'm thinking...what if he missed a polyp? But even if that was the case, i did have a previous clean colo 2 years before that so i should be ok. On the other hand....