Thanks in advance to all of you putting up with my musings. I always appreciate your thoughts!
So, today's PSA was 0.7, and testosterone was an amazing 544! Basically, a mixed outcome. It's not 0.5, which I would have seen as well-controlled end state from RT. It's up, so maybe something's still active? But I'm lovin' that testosterone number.
While the PSA's still up from the previous reading, it doesn't mean we need to do anything any time soon. We're going to continue watching for another 3 months, and check the PSA then. My MO isn't concerned at this level, wanting to watch the trend longer before we do anything else, like HT.
This increase made me feel a little deflated, until I decided to so some of my usual engineering-style coping and play with the numbers. You can probably hear my wife's eyes rolling, but this works for me! I even have a couple of graphs to look at, if
anyone is interested. Offhand, I can only think of a couple guys who will be, but here it is anyway. :P
Anyone up for a little math? Come on, stay with me here! Is PSA growth geometric, or is it logarithmic? Most natural processes are one or the other. (We'll leave the Fibonacci series out for now, since nowhere do I see a curve fitting process to that one!).
Geometric (2nd order fit):
With 2 readings one can only get a line. With a third point one can calculate a 2nd order (parabolic) geometric curve fit. A linear projection from the 1st two yields 0.77 for today. So, if today's reading had been above 0.77, then it's a positive growth curve (accelerating, positive 2nd derivative). Since it was below 0.77, then it's a negative growth curve (decelerating, negative 2nd derivative).
This curve peaks at around 0.89 late this year, and should just hover around that value for a long time. (yay!) (The projection continues down eventually, but I don't think reality would do that. More likely to just level out.)
Logarithmic (natural log fit):
The three points with a logarithmic curve fit give a rising projection in
this curve, very nearly linear in appearance. That doesn't do anything exciting for a while either.
Online doubling time calculator:
I don't really get why this is so much more aggressive. I put the same three numbers
into one, and it comes back with a 4 month doubling time! This seems to greatly disagree with either the geometric or natural log fit. This one worries me if it's realistic, but I just don't know at this point.
"Doubling Time" PSA Calculator(Is anyone still here? I can't help myself, you know...)
Bottom line:
My MO is cool. He says, "Look, we're treating a disease, not a number. We need to see what it's really doing before taking any actions.". I like that. Not to be cavalier, not to ignore, not to delay. Rather, a form, it seems, of Active Surveillance, just in a new setting. The number isn't the point. He said for example, if the PSA rose to 10 over 10 years, it would be indolent and not worth worrying about
. It's not the number, it's the pattern that indicates what's happening. He said he's seen many G9s and 10s that never progress out of control. Maybe just being consoling, but I get it.
We just have to wait anyway. I'm feeling pretty good tonight, after drilling through all of this. Waiting for this visit was honestly a bit nerve wracking, but for some reason this has actually calmed me down.