Hi Ike,
I guess I can speak for most of us here, we know how you feel, but I have to say it does get easier each time, I have just had my Nine Month PSA, and the anziety wasn't quite as bad as the 3 and 6 month. I bagged myself a big fat Zero again, and if you like I will save you a seat in the Zero Club, for when you get here tomorrow......Kev