I found this site and I'm sure it's old hat to most, but I found a lot of good information here:
http://www.lifespan.org/adam/indepthreports/10/000033.html
I didn't like reading about:
"Late Stage General Symptoms
Significant pain in one or more bones may indicate the occurrence of metastases (spread of disease). This chronic pain occurs most often in the spine and sometimes flares in the pelvis, the lower back, the hips, or the bones of the upper legs. It may be accompanied by significant unexplained weight loss and fatigue."
...cause I've had that for over a year. I am so nervous about my meeting on Thursday. Most time I can say hey, I've got to put it out of my mind for now and enjoy the moment. buit there are sometimes when I can't stop thinking about it (like 11:00 on a Saturday night! What the heck am I doing here?)