David,
It is so so difficult waiting, especially at night. It seems to worsen any anxiety we may have. I always try to remember that the dawn will bring a new day; a day to face any and all issues head on. Even though we have never met in person I feel that most folks are able to tell, from your many posts, that you will meet any challenge that may present itself and give it a thorough trouncing.
Best wishes,
Mr. Bill