I would like to feel that my doctor leaves the office at night, goes home, has dinner, gets into his comfy clothes, turns on his widescreen tv and starts watching a movie, then right before going to bed, jumps over to his PC and searches frantically for clinical trials and new therapies that would treat my individual condition. Alas, I don't believe this happens. I think that they only think about
us right before they walk into the consulting room with their laptops and perhaps a few minutes after when they are making notes. This may be necessary due to the large number of patients they see, but its still unnerving when you have cancer and you are putting your life in their hands.
A very disturbing moment came last week when I went to see my oncologist and he talked to me for about
two minutes about
"re-starting" Casodex before I reminded him that I was STILL taking Casodex. He paused, covered his face with his hands and muttered, "OK, I thought I had taken you off, I have to rethink this." Then he began talking about
taking me OFF Casodex because my PSA was rising.
He also said he was going to order a PSA and T-level for next month, and a half hour later when the nurse gave me the order, it didn't have either on it. If I hadn't checked, I would have gone for the blood drawing next month and would have been blissfully unaware that I was only getting a base metabolism.
Post Edited (JohnKeats) : 10/25/2012 2:22:06 PM (GMT-6)