I've had a great recovery achieving the trifecta of being cancer free, total urinary control, and sexual function, but those darn PSA tests still put my gut in knot. I think it is because it is a 3/6/or 12 month constant reminder of what we have been through and after you have been given a cancer diagnosis once, I know I will never feel completely safe and secure again. The good news is that it does get better with each passing good report. I used to worry weeks before each test--now it is pretty much down to the day or two before. I do like that affirmation of being cancer free that the test does give you though.
Best wishes,
Tom