Posted 11/26/2014 5:38 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Doug,
I share your dilemma about when to start/restart HT. When it was clear that SRT had failed, my onc suggested a PSA range of 2 to 20 to initiate HT, in fact they had a study going to compare early vs. late start. I dreaded HT but with a 3 month doubling time I gave in at 9.6. CT and bone scans showed nothing at that point but within 3 months the onc would have been pretty insistent. After a year on HT and 18 months off my PSA was back at 9.8, treatment on again and scans clear again. After a second treatment year my second vacation looks like it will be shorter with last week's PSA at 2.2. How long to wait this time? Does 3 months one way or the other matter?
I have followed the HW threads with interest regarding more sophisticated scans being used to identify early lymph or bone mets with spot treatment potential, but my attempts to discuss this with my onc have so far been dismissed. I am treated like a slow fifth grader and I hesitate to invest the time, travel and expense to pursue this further at another treatment centre when it may well come to nothing anyway.
You are concerned, with good reason, about QOL on HT but it looks like it is unavoidable barring a successful sensitive scan and treatment as outlined by Peter. Whether delay or more aggressive treatment or something in between is the best option is for you and your docs to decide. The side effects of HT have been relatively mild in my case. I had already taken the big hits to QOL from RP and SRT: incontinence, strictures, ED, shrinkage, mental stress. The loss of the last of my libido in a disintegrating marriage didn't matter much and the hot flashes, fatigue and muscle loss were manageable. Maybe someone who has been even temporarily castrated saying, "Well, that wasn't so bad..." is confirmation of just how terrible it is, akin to a neutered tomcat sleeping away the day in the sun. Unlike the tomcat, however, we can recognize that sleeping our life away is a mistake and we can make conscious efforts to work, play, find a new mate and value what remains instead of lamenting what is gone. Its been a hard lesson for me to learn and of course, some days it still doesn't take.
Best wishes,
A fellow Canuck