I have made my treatment decision, and now the process is starting (Yikes am I ready)

I am second guessing because it is within the nature of uncertainty. We all want a guaranteed result...that we cannot have so we question as we should. I am hesitant not really changing my mind......surgery just not for me.

Though not the most experienced in HDR within the US I feel comfortable w my team. A URO that says yea HDR makes a lot of sense to me. He tells me I am a great candidate... Truth is... AS .. I just missed that cut off.

Interestingingly enough, because I will mostly deal w this alone--post procedure, this treatment the doc told.me is most likely the best choice re; self care. With successful outcome.... doubt is normal .. I feel good about my decision ultimately.

Ben, what you say makes perfect sense. We all question ourselves to one extent or another, in the weeks leading up to treatment. I think you know in your heart that you've done your research and HDR is the best option for you.
you are right, doubt is natural, but try to let it go if you can.