You and my PCP would get along famously. It was his hypothesis that because my PSA wasn't increasing....it wasn't cancer. He had a willing partner in denial. That's all I needed to hear. Until I developed symptoms. He laughed when I told him I was no longer willing or able to go along with his hunch. I was going in for a biopsy against his better judgement. The irony is....that on his way out of the examination room, just as he was closing the door behind him....his last words to me were...."Don't be surprised if they find a few cancer cells in your prostate". The door then closed.
So I waited how many years, (? we'll never know...as mine was high at base line) with a high psa, before having a biopsy... and...I also had a positive margin. Had I had a biopsy when most doctors (especially urologists) would have prescribed one (IE...years earlier)....would the cancer have grown to the side of the prostate so close as to *help* contribute to my positive margin? My pathologist wrote in his pathology report....that, in his opinion, my waiting a year from diagnosis to treatment *might* have contributed. So...was the pathologist covering for the surgeon's mistake? Would I have had a PSM had I had my operation 5 years earlier? A million questions that really cannot be answered. The facts are....I believed I was at higher risk for cancer for years....and I did nothing about
it.
It's my hypothesis that had I done something other than listen to who I wanted to listen to, and listened to my own internal guidance....I might not have had this positive margin. but, who cares....and what difference that makes now....is neither here nor there. I say all of that to say this.....
What I'm hearing from you is that you *really* don't want to be treated for Prostate Cancer. And according to all indications....you can probably doctor shop and find a doc who agrees with your wishes. But....I'd just caution you about
"wanting what I want" with justifications and personal hypothesis.
You don't wanna get on the wrong side of this stuff.
good luck
Davd
www.urology.jhu.edu/newsletter/2009/prostate_cancer_2009_10.phpedit.....Another hypothesis of mine is that had I done no PSA's or biopsies...ever....I would might have died an old man....never having known I had prostate cancer. But....now you know you've got it...you know you've had a positive DRE...and you know you've taken drugs alot of your adult life that reads problematic. You've got some decisions to make.
wishing you the best....take care