Have you had your T levels tested? Usually if your T level is in the top 2/3 of the "normal" range then adding more doesn't accomplish much except cost you money.
As for whether testosterone stimulates the growth of prostate cancer, that's complicated, but the simple answer is No, it doesn't. It
is true that maintaining castrate levels of T will arrest the growth of prostate cancer for a while. Depending on the aggressiveness of the cancer "a while" is generally two or three years, but sometimes it is longer or shorter. Eventually, the cancer cells will mutate so they no longer require T to grow -- the cancer is then called "castrate resistant."
But once you get above castrate (very low) levels of testosterone there is a theory that adding more doesn't make much difference to cancer cells. They already have all they can use. Their activation sites are all activated. This is the "saturation" theory and it is a bit controversial but I find recent evidence fairly compelling.
So a man with less than 20 ng/dL of T probably has much less risk of developing prostate cancer or of existing cancer growing than does a man with 150 ng/dL. The guy with 150 ng/dL has low T but not castration-level low T. He has enough T to have all the prostate cancer risk that goes with being a normal man but not enough T to
feel like a normal man. On the other hand, a man with 650 ng/dL of T will have exactly the same cancer risks but he will probably
feel better.
Oversimplifying, there are three cases:
- You can maintain castrate levels and reduce the risks, at lest for a while, but you will have low-T symptoms.
- You can maintain a T level above castrate but below the normal range, and you will have all the cancer risks and you will feel lousy.
- You can maintain a normal T level and have the same cancer risks but you will feel better.
It's a judgement call sometimes whether the first or third case is better. Miserable but safe vs feeling OK but with some risks. But that's not my point. My point is that the middle case where cancer can grow
and you feel lousy isn't where you want to stay. It has all the problems and none of the advantages.
You asked to hear from members with experience with testosterone supplementation. I'm not one. Yet. But I'm working on it and expect to be one soon.
GoodLuck