Thanks guys.
@TA, and SP, As far as the two Drs talking, i understand your point. I am just trying to be complete, and close as many gaps as possible. I do sometimes wonder if the difference between RO and Surgeon opinions on when to start SRT is a result of Surgeon ego's, making them reluctant to admit that their treatment didnt work (I'm not blaming anyone, i realize that sh!t happens).
If the surgeon was some dude in some regional hospital, i wouldn't bother, but considering the rep of Tewari, i think it can't hurt so why ot
@ddys , Jim, and Michael T... Yeah, its a small increase. But it does continue the trend. Just to make sure its an actual increase though, i am going to retest end July as i said. If its >7, i'm done waiting.
I am firmly of the believe that i am heading for SRT, I have no delusions. Considering the barbaric standard of care though, of flying blind, and radiating in a place without knowing that its the right place, i want to do everything i can to make sure that this is the right path, and that the chances are good that
this isnt just a big waste of time, or a big nothingburger.
I fully get that there is no black and white answer, and that the only way to know 100% if its in the prostate bed is to radiate the sucker and then wait to see what the result is. I do intend, however, to be very deliberate in my decision making process.
I'm good with all this. I wasn't even upset when i got the call with the result nor was i anxious while waiting for it (this mental state surprised me.) It is what it is, and if all a putz like Garyi can get through it, so can i (
just kidding Garyi). Hopefully it works, and if it doesn't i'll deal with it.
Maybe i am practicing mindfulness without realizing it. HAHA.