Just need a little advice/opinions...
I had my hospital appointment 5 weeks ago and the consultant at the time told me if the Azathioprine hadn't kicked in by the time I had my next appointment (today) then we would be discussing surgery next time I came because there are no other options left.
I went back today and surprise surprise he wasn't in clinic today so I didn't see him like he said. Instead I saw the IBD nurse (who is fantastic and very knowledgable, but obviously doesn't have as much say or knowledge in the situation as he does). She said that they would have to bring the case before the gastro team at their next board meeting and discuss it, and then I'd be referred to a surgeon.
The problem I have is that my blood results keep coming back ok, so she said that the surgeons may look at that and say because I'm 'well' according to the necessary tests they may decline any type of surgery.
My Proctitis originally covered about 10cm, and since my last colonoscopy in hospital in Feb is only about 3cm, but the whole ordeal over the past 2 years has taken its toll, I'm unable to work full time, just recently started passing blood and mucus again, getting considerable amounts of pain etc. They just cannot seem to shift this last bit of inflammation.
The nurse said they will need to differenciate between symptoms caused by my dodgy bowel as a result of it not working properly for 2 years, and symptoms directly caused by the inflammation. And they will do another sigmoidoscopy (preferably by a surgeon) to determine the extent of the Proctitis now.
I just feel like this is '1 step forward, 2 steps back' and that that I'm gonna end up with no surgery and a constant flare up. Its affected so much of my life and work that I just feel a bit in despair at the whole thing.