am new to this website and I have been looking online to find help. I have Ulcerative Colitis and I also think since I have been dealing with my Ulcerative Colitis since i was 15. I am now 22 and I think it has finally caught up to me, I am feeling more depressed and all I want to do is sleep. I bearly want to get out of bed.
I have been trying for SSI since Febuary 2008, for my condition and now it has become more and more of something I cant handle anymore. I believe that I am more stressed out along with being depressed, I dont really take care of myself on top of my own health.
I have been told no so many times by SSI that I am sooooo about to give up. I work now but I cant handle the stress of it.I am currently forced to work because of SSI.
I already was told how bad my Ulcerative Colitis is and I dont think I can work and worry about my health, I swear I keep thinking that all this stress is going to make me worest then I already am.
I want to say that my life is not normal, not one bit. yes I am married but my poor husband is dealing with my constant mood swings, my depression and everything else. I am waiting to have my hearing set but I dont know what I show do?
can anyone give me some pointers on what I should do??????