I think it's crazy that after only 2 months people are mentioning surgery. You must be really sick. I am sorry. I hope you can get this under control with medication. It's frustrating because you just need it under control and maybe you will have a long remission and won't have to contemplate surgery for a very long time. It just seems like it's never going to stop when you're stuck in a bad flare. Try to do things to reduce your stress levels. Read a book or try to do some kind of breathing exercises that keep your mind off being scared.