kk217 said...
I guess I could start my enemas back but that defeats the whole purpose of trying to see if the diet is working.
Kk, Im on asacol as well as the diet. Im not coming off that stuff until Im well into scd. Its helping clear up the inflammation while the diet heals the rest of my gut. Im realising, since starting scd, that its not just the inflammation that is the problem with me. My entire gut function has been compromised bc of ibd.
I dont know if I have ibs as well, but if I do, I bet its down to the proctitis. I dont have ANY blood or mucous whatsoever at the moment, but I still suffer terrible pain. Its not nearly as bad as it would be if I included the illegals, but I still get it. I have perfectly formed bm's, but I still have to be very careful with what I eat, Im finding, bc anything can cause some pain. I just had orange juice and mint tea for breakfast and Im having some cramping, bloating/fullness. Ive swung in the opposite direction, Im now struggling with C. What this diet is teaching me is to listen to my body. Im taking it slowly, I hate suffering C and the cramping AND not having the food/drink I enjoy, but for this short time I have to take it slowly. I used to think 'Well if anything and everything is going to cause me pain, Im gonna eat what I want!' Not very good logic, but I really didnt know what was hurting my gut. It turns out that everything is simply because my gut is unwell... THIS is what scd is teaching me. I dont know yet if the diet will 'work'. I feel like crap some days. I put that down to the dying off process combined with withdrawl from all the sugars, carbs and starches my body used to feed on to feel normal! All that stuff kept me going, but in a sick sort of way, it was making me ill, it was that 'vicious cycle'.
I keep adding something new, some days I add one too many foods, but then I go back to eating simply again. Its trial and error, I find. And it does take a lot of patience. They talk about
'After five months you can add such and such'... 'After a year... add this... etc'. Ive had to REALLY take a step back and commit to making my body healthy whatever it takes. I get frustrated too, but going back to what I was like before the diet is NOT an option for me... and Ive only been on it coming up to three weeks.
What is it you're frustrated with? Is it that the ibd symptoms, bloody stools, D, etc, arent going away? Is it also the restrictions? I find that frustrating at times. My kids eating a bowl of ice cream! A packet of crisps! My famous roast potatoes!!! Potato salad!!!! CHOCOLATE!!! WINE!!!
Oh my, the list could go on. Then, I go to get my kids from a neighbours party. We are just getting to know our neighbours, only moving in 18 months ago. They offer a glass of wine (I cant drink their wine bc its got added sugar... dh eventually goes home to get mine)... 'No thank you, thats very generous...' A piece of CHOCOLATE cake?' that look scrumtuous I might add... 'Oh, no thank you, I cant'
'Go on, have it!!'
'I cant honestly....Im on a special diet'
They all look me up and down, I only weigh 111 lbs as it is, so I have to explain to perfect strangers 'its not a weight loss diet...blahblahblah' How much to tell!! I have bloody POOP, so I cant eat your gorgeous homemade chocolate cake cause it'll give me the runs...sorry!!!
'cup of tea then...'
No milk, no sugar... I just didnt want to make a fuss!
So, in a lot of ways I can find this diet frustrating, but its worth it. Im in that stage where I was desperate enough. The proctitis put a hold on my life anyway! I was sleeping the days away! SO exhausted. Id hoover and have to lay down. It was getting ridiculous.
In short, I have found it beneficial to take my meds AND start scd. Like I said earlier, Im not stopping the Asacol until I am well into the diet.
What is it you have anyway? Pancolitis? Proctitis? I missed that if you posted it already.