Thanks everyone for your thoughts, there's a lot to think about
here. (And lots of research to do tonight when the steroids keep me up!
Already checked out jpouch.org - what a great site!)
So today was the first day after my Remicade infusion and.....I think it worked!! I was able to try actually eating and things really do seem to be relatively "normal." (Eating my first real food in 14 days, by the way, was pretty intense - probably the best eggs and toast of my life!!) Of course now I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop, hoping that nothing explodes, praying every time I feel a stomach gurgle, but so far so good - I'm keeping my fingers crossed!
Even though it looks like Remicade might be my miracle drug, though, my GI doc sat me down and told me this: "Many people with Refractory Colitis are keeping their colons with Remicade and it is working so far. We just don't know what the future will hold. Data says that there's a 70-80% chance in the next three years that you will require a colectomy. So we'll see - now you're part of the data."
Which is pretty harsh, but I kind of love that he just put it out there. No bullcrapting around it - I might not require surgery, but it's a very real possibility, so there's no point in walking out of here and putting my head in the sand and pretending like "Remission" will be forever. I'm meeting with a surgeon before I leave the hospital, just so I know her face to face and so that the next time I see her I'll already know my options.
Not sure how I went in a day to feeling so much more powerful about
my disease! (Honestly I do think the steroids are giving me minor power surges, LOL.) Knowing that I'm not the only one on here with a story like this is so helpful, thank you.......