to me, remission means normal for me pre-uc -
i.e., never think about
it, never worrry about
where the "facilities" are, eat anything and EVERYTHING, you know, what normal people do -
not trying to pee on your parade, but i was pretty sure this whole "disease" was for wussies, and that wasn't me - i had no doubt that i'd be back to my old self sooner than later - i was an athlete, and worked hard at my job so i figured this was like any other challenge i had faced - i was just gonna kick it's you know what
going on 8 yrs i'm still trying to get there - i haven't given up, just more accepting of things -
i hope you are getting close - that would be awesome - just know that for some it takes a little longer so be patient - i know that's easier said than done, but hang around here and you'll get tons of great advice & caring support
good luck -