I just love the interesting stories of the lives on here. It gives a positive side to the crosses we bear!
Being a mom and wife was the most important thing to me, PB4, and I think you do a great thing to sacrifice your time, experience, and goodness for those you love! What could be more important? Pat yourself on the back and know that the time with those you love passes all to quickly! Enjoy and know your job is VERY important!
When my youngest of 4 began kindergarten, I began college at 33. Earned teaching masters, counseling masters, library media specialist, and almost a doctrate in Education with all those hours. LOVED, loved, loved what I do, or did. Felt compelled to resign this past May (used all my sick leave due to UC and missed 34 days!!!!), which was the last time I taught and had loved teaching for 17 years. Kids deserved consistency; I could not stay out of the BR and had no aide to help, so I resigned.
Currently, hoping to heal and be able to return to teaching when I feel better; loving the FALL days at home and not having to experience what SOMEDUDE described the other day. That is pure torture driving, thinking "should I stop, gotta go!!!" and "maybe I can make it" only to then poop one's pants! Driving back home and missing work. YUKKKKKK!!
Anyway, I digress. Now, I am still hoping to go back to work when someone retires around Christmas. I had hoped this would give me time to figure out how to get into remission. Our political leaders are encouraging (in my state) us 50+ teachers to retire to save the education system money by replacing experienced teachers with younger teachers. Saving millions but what about those of us who still LOVE what we do? Thus, for now I am back to being a housewife and enjoying a few days with the granddaughter! NO money and no insurance sucks, though! Counting the blessings. . . could be much worse. Just don't feel that I need to be put out to pasture, just yet. LOL