Posted 11/16/2012 9:44 AM (GMT 0)
Thank you for the replies,
I love this forum! So nice to be able to talk to people who know. I don't have a supportive family so its nice to have this extended uc family to vent to. The reason I went med free for a year after I reachef remission from my first flare was because I was young, dumb and went into denial about ever having uc, convinced myself they'd misdiagnosed me. I felt so well and normal in remission I didn't want to take these scary meds with all there side effects. So I stopped going to follow up appointments with GI and stopped medicine.
If I've learnt one thing I know that I definitely do have this condition now and I will never risk going med free again if I do get into a remission. My uncle has ulcerative colitis also and ended up needing a colostomy which scares me. This was over a decade ago and I know medicine has improved amazingly all the time. I've always been the kind of girl who hates taking medicine, won't even take pain killers. So now popping tonnes of pills is a
blow.
I am still in hospital at the moment. I had another flexi sigmoidoscopy last night, was heavily sedated as I've never tolerated them well in the past. I don't remember a lot but am seeing consultant this morning to find out whether I will be started on infliximab soon. All I remember is that my colitis has got more inflamed since this flare started in september, I had a sigmoid at the start of this secondg flare which showed mild inflmation. Seems so bizarre to me that I can continue flaring up worse when taking all these medicines.
I'll let you know what my doctor says today. I'm a little worried about infliximab but if it gets me well I'll try anything. I just want to get out of hospital and back to college now. I can't believe some of you guys have flares that last for years! How severe are your symptoms, at the moment I'm losing lots of blood. Can't imagine what it would be like to go on for years?
Best wishes and thanks again
Stacey