kazbern said...
What you ask about tenesmus is impossible for anyone here to answer honestly. What does remission feel like to you? I spent many months in clinical remission but with very annoying issues that were resolved by going gluten free. But I did a bunch of testing and fiddling with my meds before making that [pretty significant] lifestyle change. Had I known earlier that I was gluten intolerant I might have skipped all the testing, but probably not. It was important for me to understand the actual condition of my intestines so I could make informed decisions about my treatment.
I had absolutely terrible symptoms when I was first diagnosed. I was not able to keep food down, I had poorly formed, loose, bloody BMs. I was constantly tired and had brutal stomach cramps. I went on Asacol and all of those symptoms dissipated within a month's time. They went away almost completely. I didn't need to limit my diet, I never felt urgency, had about
2 BMs per day at regular intervals. It got to the point where I had started forgetting to take my Asacol. I spoke with my GI doctor about
a year after my initial diagnosis and he said that it was possible I was symptom free. I didn't even need to take the Asacol.
That's what remission feels like to me. I haven't been back there in almost 3 years, and I'm not sure why. My last colonoscopy caused no concern to my original GI, who knows the most about
my medical history and is the only doctor I've ever found who has been right with every prescript
ion and bit of advice.
I'm frustrated by not being 100% sick but also not being 100% healthy. I feel like a hypochondriac but know that there is a chronic illness inside of me that can be treated if I could just figure out how, what, where and when. This is why I'm considering administering a regular enema when the very idea elevates my blood pressure.