Posted 12/24/2012 11:48 PM (GMT 0)
I have done figer, that did not work at all. Basically I have stopped eating except in tinay amounts. The cramping is just too severe to be able to function at any level.
Next Remi is in 2 weeks.
This is the only place in the wrld I can talk about this. Family is burnt out, no great friends, and docs just want to move on. I have been fighting this for over 25 years. I have tried every known drug and holistic treatment that y'all have written about.
I either hurt 24 7 or am in the bathroom. I am fortunate that I work out of my house but in a highly stressful position. I am going to have to travel a lot next year which is always interesting.
I can take pain meds liberally as the dr will prescribe them for me I do this an xanax to get through the day. It is amazing that I can function at a very high level with that stuff in my body but I do. I am the top rep in my company. My bosses know about the condition but only asmuch as I need to tell them. I was in the hospital 2x last yr, once due to blood loss, I was two pints down, and the other as a rebound and getting off meds too soon.
I am sorry to paoint such a bleak picture but I am sitting on the can for the 4th time today having spent the rest of the day doubled over with a heating pad.
I am not looking for answers. I am just glad to know in a sick sort of way that I am not alone nor am I crazy. Other people have this and keep moving. I am just frustrated and so tired of being sick