Posted 11/6/2013 3:40 AM (GMT 0)
another update: haven't been on here in a couple of days. that mostly being due to just not feeling well enough to do so most days. let's see, things that have changed...well i feel great! (: Today i had the best day i've had since i started this flare for sure. Halloween night I was pretty bad off, i spent most of the night crying, feeling sorry for myself because i wanted to participate in the halloween festivities everybody else i knew seemed to be doing, but because i felt so horrible and sick, still suffering with urgency and other uc symptoms, i couldnt do so. so i cried, a lot. needless to say, it didn't help with a thing except give me a stuffy nose and blurry eyes. Friday, i still felt the same, symptom wise, but a little better on the depressing side. about 11 pm friday night i got the weirdest craving for some spaghetti. my grandmother's spaghetti. so i told her, and woke up saturday morning to some spaghetti :) i ate some shell noodles with about a tablespoon of the gravy on top (tried to not overdo it!) and cut up a meatball from the gravy and ate it. symptoms still the same, but i felt good because i was full on food that actually had a good taste to me. sunday, i ate the same thing. sunday night, i cut up two meatballs and made me a meatball sandwich on french bread. it was AMAZING!! symptoms started to get better during the day sunday, not having too much pain with cramps. by sunday night i actually felt like i had a real appetite, i even ate more spaghetti at midnight that night! Monday, of course more spaghetti lol i feel like i could never get enough of it right now, it just taste that good! monday night, i had some pretty bad cramps, 10-20 mins after the cramps started, i had a solid bm!!!! well, i say solid. it came out solid, looked solid but when i flushed it broke up, so not fully solid, but closer than ive ever been since this flare. i slept all night long, for the first time since my first dose of pred. it felt great to sleep all night. i woke up this morning with mild cramps, but a craving for some shrimp alfredo with angel hair pasta. and i got out of bed, got dressed and picked me up some from a local cafe. ate that for lunch and dinner, and guess what? no bm's at all today! (after the slight cramps upon waking up) no cramps. no nothing!!! is it luck? maybe, but for the first time in a month i feel absolutely amazing. having ate what i craved the past two times and having them seemingly sit very well with me. it feels great. i even went to a local park tonight and made a lap on the track. only could make one lap though as when i finished that one lap my legs felt like jello since i have been sitting/laying in bed for basically a month. tomorrow, im going to red lobster and enjoy some snow crab legs and i hope to have the same day as i did today. still waiting on the results from my stool samples, but as far as im concerned (for at least another day or two) everything medical/doctor related is in the back of my mind! i just generally feel THAT great. my doctor also recommended i see a specialist that has more knowledge on uc then he does. (he recommended a certain one, i guess he works with him a lot) basically he wants to work with that dr as well and get a "second opinion" on my next step of long term medication. hope everyone is doing great! :)