awesome 21 ! you mean engaged like to a girl ...... or engaged in an activity requiring lots of time and effort ;-)
I love food 21 - I think it goes something like 1> God 2> food 3>family 4> Seahawks 5> everything else
food obviously is required for life - God gave us food - but unfortunately, life is full of things that make food a problem for some - too many to even begin to address here -
you just gotta find out what works for you - if you want to be a lifelong drug taker, then do that - if you want to never take drugs, that's gonna be more of a challenge probably - I never wanted to take drugs for life - but I did take them - I had to work, take care of my family, you know, those little things - drugs helped me do that -
wish I had a recipe that would put everyone in the kind of "submission" I am experiencing these days - it is an absolute joy ! I know that God will give you the strength to deal with whatever direction you take -
time to go put the garbage out !