One point for the under dog

Well, today I attempted to do something I've been avoiding for a long time.... Washing my car. I know it sounds simple, but I have a fear of getting trapped in the auto wash line up and then having to poop. There's no way out, your only option is to wait out the line, have your car washed and then go home with your pants full of poo. Well, I've been feeling well lately, bought my wash code a couple weeks ago, finally today I used it. The line was long, it was right after dinner (my first mistake) but I decided I could wait it out, about 8 cars in front of me. Well, after I reached the point of no return I started to have some real anxiety, getting hot, sweaty almost, little panicky, but I took some deep breaths and turned up the music to distract me. about two cars were done at this point and I had the urge to have a BM I thought, oh god, it's happening. I immediately worked out how my walk of shame would go, reminding myself I'm in my car, nobody will know if I crap my pants, another car went, the feeling to poop passed. It came and went several more times, but I managed to hold it. There was one VERY close call where I thought it was happening, but I let out a little gas and survived. So, long story short, I went and washed my car, had to poop, but HELD it in like a normal person
Colon-69,546 ... Me-1 , lol.

Happy for you! I have had so many accidents and close calls, I understand the fear and anxiety! One of the funniest/worst for me was a few months ago....trying to find the GI lab at a hospital (going for tests), and they sent me all the way to the other side of the hospital. Already really had to go, and walking makes it harder to hold in, so I'm struggling with each step, looking like there is something seriously wrong with my legs/or I'm drunk or something, and could not find one bathroom along the way!! I think I would've gone in a plant had I seen one! Needless to say, by the time I got to GI lab (with many bathrooms), it was too late and I stunk horribly bad!

Congrats, normies really just don't understand what they take for granted. It's not until something is taken away from you that you really miss it. It's the little victories that really feel good. Especially when you can rack up multiple of em. Being able to hold it means you are healing and that's a wonderful thing. Just be careful as overconfidence can ruin underwear lol.

sounds more like toolittlepoopin.

WooHoo!!! good to hear you had a great day...may it continue!
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Wow, can I relate to that! Lines were the worst.

When I went through customs in Dallas, the line was easily 1000 people long. No exaggeration, and I was traveling alone, nobody to hold my place. I did it, was so happy. I think it was 90 minutes. Never could have done it before, anxiety alone would have stimulated my gut.