SolomonSeal said...
I've been tested for secondary infections and we haven't found anything. We're testing again, although I guess the renewal of antibiotics could mess up the results. SCD did just not seem to do very much. I have had periods of being extremely strict (nothing but carrots and meat for a while...) that seemed to have no benefit while also having times where I've entertained occasional cheats and generally been liberal without consequence (antibiotics allowed me to eat anything). That said, I keep 99% Paleo.
FMT really poses no risk outside of just being another failure. I wonder if my miraculous improvement on antibiotics strongly indicates FMT for me.
My doctor says I'll be visiting my surgeon (Dr. Wexner) in the next six months. It just seems so irresponsible to role dice that big until it is the last resort. It is probably the most effective response to UC and may allow me to put all this behind me. If it goes wrong though, I will have wrecked my life.
The bottom line is that I can't live on this rollercoaster, researching and fighting month after month. I'm a young man, fresh out of university, and there is a life and ambitions ahead of me that I am wasting at home and in the doctor's office.
I hear your sentiments loud and clear, man. I just turned 22 and on my birthday it hit me that this thing is gonna be for life.
Most people I've read about
that had surgery were happy they had it and it seems like they have gotten their lives back. Of course, life w/o a colon is probably different, but it seems to be preferable to life with serious UC!
Don't think your life will be over if things go bad, people (including you!) are incredibly adaptive and get used to things and can live life around the things that hold us down. With surgery, you will likely get a more predictable, stable life. Instability and uncertainty is what makes UC so difficult to deal with, and without your body attacking your colon, the cycle of remission and flares is gone for you. Even if you don't feel as you do pre-UC, you'll still have a way better and stable quality of life than life in a UC flare.