Hello, first of all sorry I've not been on here for ages. Even after all these years I find my UC very hard to cope with mentally, and get overwhelmed and frightened when I talk about
it or think about
it a lot.
I'm having a flare-up at the moment, but I'm not sure what to do because I have no idea whether it is mild, moderate, or severe.
It started just over a month ago. I began having pain and nausea, but no bleeding (I have always had nausea and vomiting with my UC along with my other symptoms). I carried on at work until the pain got too much. I spoke to and saw the GP, this was about
a week later. Our doctors has locums (is that what you call a temporary doctor?) all the time, so I got one of those. She prescribed me a steroid enema to take, and some oral steroids for emergencies (as the doctors would be shut over Christmas).
I always cut back on food when I am ill, so I switched over to Complan. I believe I am on the maximum dose of Asacol all the time, so I don't think that could be increased (800mg tablets, 2 tablets taken 3 times a day, usually at mealtimes).
I was reluctant to take the steroid enema after I had read the leaflet warning me of the side effects. I have been on intravenous steroids twice in the past, which were then reduced to oral steroids after leaving hospital. Both times I have struggled to come off the steroids, and both times it has taken me years to do so. I have always gotten on great with the steroids, except the last time. I suffered 'moon face' for the first time. As most of my hair had fallen out from being ill, it was a huge blow to my confidence. It did eventually go back to normal, but now I am reluctant to take steroids unless I have to. I also really hate taking enemas. So I didn't take the steroid enema.
I started to get better, and began eating again.
I thought this was a mild flare, as I am not bleeding yet, but in my hospital appointment (routine), the doctor seemed concerned, which frightened me, and was talking about
possibly trying other treatments. I was unable to ask the doctor the questions that I wanted to, or even to have a proper conversation with him, because I was frightened and started crying. (This is normal for my hospital appointments, I very often faint in them aswell.) I'm terrified of surgery, I'm also scared of being taken off Asacol. He mentioned Imixiflab but I have no idea what he said. I wanted to ask him what he had in mind but I was too frightened of what he might say.
But then about
a week ago, the pain came back. I stopped eating immediately and have only been on Complan and fluids since monday. But the pain will not stop. It isn't constant, apart from the achiness, it comes and goes, at the moment I am having about
2 painful episodes a day. I am going to the ladies about
once a day, and it is watery and painful. I am having lots of gurgling aswell. But I am still not bleeding, it has never been this painful without bleeding before.
I am going to ring the doctors on monday for medical advice, but it is barely saturday and I feel really alone. My sister is not speaking to me, and my mum is so busy she only checks on me about
once a day. I have been reading things on the internet, but now I'm frightened again.
I have tried reading things on the internet, but it doesn't really help because I don't know if this is a mild or moderate flare. I would have said mild, as there is no bleeding, but it has been going on for about
a month now. Does anyone know?
Thanks for any input you might have
Post Edited (Dizzy2002) : 1/16/2015 11:09:13 PM (GMT-7)