Falling apart

i,recently posted regarding a bout of cdiff I went through. The Flagyl seem to work almost immediately and my stoools were forming throughout The course of anabiotic's which ended on Saturday, December 10
I battled with nausea after meals and a lot of burping throughout this whole thing. I noticed Thursday my stools were coming out in pieces but still have form. Was still struggling with the nausea and was trying to avoid a lot of foods and stuff to a more bland diet adding stuff periodically I've barely had any bowel movements from Thursday Friday and Saturday. Anxiety level has been through the roof I started to have a better day yesterday eight and apple with peanut butter some chicken a banana and some yogurt and then at supper I made shaved steak L el dente baby carrots and some pasta. Within 25 minutes I had a stomachache. I fell asleep at 8:30 woke up at 9:30 hot and sweaty got up and had diarrhea two times it wasn't watery it was just in pieces but formed.
Now anxiety is over the road I went to the ER today basically said oh your vitals are fine you look fine will run your stool again it's probably just nerves but I am convinced otherwise then tells me he'll call me tomorrow if it's positive and put me back on Flagyl. I don't know what to do or how to call myself down but I felt treated so poorly. I made an appointment with a new Gastro doctor tomorrow
The doctor at the ER says oh it's irritable bowel syndrome and anxiety doing this to you I find that hard to believe

Do you have UC? What you're dealing with definitely could be IBS with c diff. I wouldn't go crazy thinking the worst. I know it's hard not to, one of the most difficult aspects of this illness for me, was the mental side. I couldn't relax while having such unpredictability in my health - the problem is that the anxiety is really bad for you both mentally and physically. You should see if you can speak with someone to try to sort it out. It won't cure you, but it may help you to feel less stressed & better overall. I took medication for my anxiety and depression for a while, and it helped me. Not to say you need to go to that extent, but maybe simply getting it all off your chest to someone who can help you sort out your thoughts would be positive. Have you had a colonoscopy? That's probably the necessary screening to find out more details about your condition. THe most important thing to remember, is that whatever the case, it will be okay. You will get through it.

IF is possible you have IBS caused by the c-diff. You may also be getting IBD in aftermath of c-diff and antibiotics.

IT is worth reading on internet so you know the differences, and the questions to ask. But you need to step back if it makes you too anxious.

It does sound like IBS and anxiety. Testing and time will tell. Possibly you many not have a chronic disease.

But if you do have IBD, you may respond well to medications, and have long remissions. A few have a more difficult time, and some eventually lose the colon. But there is no point being anxious now.

good luck