Posted 6/25/2017 9:22 AM (GMT 0)
It was the winter of 2010. I had always had an iron stomach and an iron constitution. I lifted weights and was as strong as a horse. My mom had had colitis. But, I could eat anything: Dave's Insanity Sauce, steak sandwiches, anything.
I should edit that. I was lactose intolerant. But, I could eat anything else without a problem.
Not that I did. I was a health nut. I lived on kefir and grass-fed meats and a diet that was mostly paleo.
Then, it hit me. I came down with an awful bronchitis. I had it for weeks. I couldn't move without coughing. I started coughing blood one night and went to the emergency room. I was in really bad shape. I knew it - and the look on the doctor's face when she listened to my lungs confirmed it. They did a chest x-ray and came out and said I needed prednisone and antibiotics.
Now, I freaking hate any drugs of any kind. I pushed back and said I didn't want anything. They said I was an adult and could make my own decisions but that my kids might not have a father within a few days if I didn't do both. I still wanted to push. I asked again and again. But, truth be told I was just not myself. I couldn't think straight and didn't have the will to resist.
I complied. I took a shot in the butt of prednisone and then filled a prescription for a four-day course of prednisone and antibiotics.
Five days later I was feeling a little better. The cough was subsiding. But, I suddenly started to feel like I was going crazy. My heart was racing. I felt like I had to get out of my body. I had no idea what was going on. Nobody had explained withdrawal from steroids to me.
Off to the hospital I went again. They gave me Xanax and sent me home.
Slowly, I returned to normal - or so I thought. My poops were really loose. It was weird.
But, I carried on. Surely, it would subside.
It didn't. But, it was certainly liveable. Two or three stools a day.
Then, I took my kids camping. It is the only three weeks of the year that I let my diet go: lots of seafood, homemade ice cream, even fries sometimes.
I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't make it to the toilet. I was squirting in the woods.
And, it wouldn't stop. I was waking up needing to poop.
During the day, it was even worse. It seemed I had to poop every fifteen minutes.
I got back and had the usual tests and the sigmoidoscopy with a biopsy. Then the diagnosis: colitis.
I went on Asacol, absolutely refusing the prednisone my doctor wanted to put me on. There was no way I was going through that again and I told him so.
That slowed it to maybe seven times a day. Obviously, that wasn't acceptable.
Then, I started reading.
I found most of the natural stuff all of you have tried. As you know, none of it does a lot. But, all of it seems to make a small difference.
After eliminating all gluten and dairy and any artificial sweeteners, I slowly got the colitis down to two or three semi-solid bowel movements a day.
I had a sigmoidoscopy in the Spring of 2016 which showed a lot of improvement. The inflammation was at a 1+.
I was pretty happy.
This continued until last November. My doctor during a regular checkup had a new sense of urgency. He wanted my to really try to get the colitis into remission. I really haven't ever had remission in seven years. He pushed prenisone. I pushed back. Ultimately, we decided on budesonide.
Well, this stuff seemed great! I was on it for four weeks. The colitis seemed almost like it was gone. One loose bowel movements a day.
Then, we withdrew the budesonide but added in four Apriso a day.
Well, you already know what happened next. Within 10 days, the colitis returned.
I called my doctor. He pushed again for prednisone. I was teaching six days a week and there was no way I could go through that withdrawal again while doing that. What if I went into it during class? Or while driving 80 miles per hour on the parkway?
My doctor reluctant try agreed to a long course of budesonide.
This was when I found Healingwell. I got serious about curing myself.
I began to put on weight.
I was losing drive at the gym. A girl randomly came up to me one day a few years ago and gave me a sort that read, "The Animal of the Gym." I had a collection of shirts with my gym logo on them from winning Challenge the Trainer. I beat them all in push-ups and pullups.
One day a girl at the desk asked me skeptically if I'd won the shirt recently.
My hair was turning grey and receeding.
I went to the dentist and my gums were bleeding and I was developing gingivitis.
Worst of all, I hadn't been able to perform well in bed since the colitis diagnosis. But, now the problem was really bad.
Enough.
I had had enough.
My doctor retired. His back won't allow him to practice any longer. He's a great guy and open to alternative treatments. But, he's been declining, too.
Well, I'll be darned if I was going to put up with this any longer. I was going to cure myself.
I started digging and reading and digging and reading.
First, the ED.
Laugh if you wish. But, I'm a guy. There's no way I could take this.
I had tried every trick to boost testoterone. I had tried every nitric oxide enhancer I could.
Then, I tried sea kelp.
Pop!
Man, it worked!
For a month.
And, then it stopped.
Then, I thought I needed something else. I wasn't looking in the right direction. I tried weird, random searches.
Then, I found it: dopamine - not testosterone!
I got some n-acetyl tyrosine. And, it was like magic.
I kept digging.
I found the threads on here on Amino Acid Balancing.
It was like a revelation.
I have colitis. I have ED. I cured my ED by tweaking my colitis. And, this doctor named Stein was claiming he could manage colitis by treating dopamine with amino acids.
It made SO much sense. I've never smoked. But, we know that many smokers come down with colitis after stopping smoking.
So, I tried to do the amino acid balancing myself.
Three weeks ago, I also stopped the budesonide.
Three months ago, I cut back calories. I didn't lose weight.
So, then I REALLY cut calories to just one meal a day. I felt disgusting.
Nothing.
The budesonide had to go.
For the first two weeks off budesonide nothing happened with me weight.
But, the colitis came back with a vengence. And, the arthritis in my wrists, elbows and knees came back, too.
There's a guy at the gym who can barely move because of arthristis.
I didn't want that to be me.
So, I kept digging more.
I began making bone broth. I drink one every day at the end of a workout in lieu of a protein shake. I also take Marine Collagen 1&3 and Collagen 2 from chicken sternum.
I began to see how everything is weirdly conncted.
In order to make the dopamine thing work, I added choline and copper. I was already taking silica.
My hair has grown back! But, even better between the tyrosine and the copper, it has changed back to its natural color!
Wrinkles have fallen away. My skin is smooth and soft.
I've lost 10 years of age in a few months.
And, then the weight started to fall. I've lost 10 pounds in the last week after being stuck for months.
And, the arthritis has virtually gone away!
Oh, it's still lurking. I can feel it there ready to spring on me if I stop drinking bone broth.
But, the pain level is down to a one or a two!
Oh, and I should talk about my gums, too. So, I've been using Stimu-dents religiously. They did not help alone. My gums just stayed sore. Then, I started using the Stimu-dents and then immediately swishing my mouth with propolis in honey.
Last week, I had a checkup and cleaning and my dentist and the oral hygienist were amazed. They simply couldn't believe it. They both kept saying, "it's not even the same mouth!"
The only thing that isn't working is the colitis. I'm going quite a lot and it is liquid.
I'm taking four Apriso daily.
I'm also following the protocol as outlined in the original case study as posted by Canada Mark in 2013.
It's working amazingly well for ED. That problem is gone. But, it is not working for colitis, and I'm not about to spend thousands on dosage changes and urinalysis with Dr. Stein.
It's odd that my colitis symptoms are significantly worse post-budesonide than the we're before budesonide.
My latest two additions are zinc carnosine and n-acetyl glucosamine.
I am under no illusions that they will provide a cure. After all of my reading here I am convinced as most of you are that I have MAP swimming get around in my colon and a leaky gut from a dissipated mucus lining. That's why I was getting the arthritis. Until someone figures out how to get rid of MAP and rebuild the mucus lining, there will be no cure.
I know some people are taking three antibiotics for a year. Until I can be convinced that all of the MAP would be wiped out, there seems to be too much risk that only the strongest would remain.
They strongest would then multiply. Then, where would I be?
Anyway, right now I'm just trying to get back to a manageable place with the colitis. Eventually, I'll have to find a new doctor. I have two months of Apriso and VSL3 remaining to try to figure out what to do.
But, I'm not impressed with these drugs. It really seems there's a rebound effect where you pay the piper for using the. It's like that old midas commercial. You can pay me now. Or, you can pay me later.
Right now, I'm done paying later.
I don't want to do myself any more damage.
Using the drugs got me fat, limp, tired, balding, arthritic and with torn cartilage in my knees.
Getting off of them has gotten my health back.
I am back...
Excuse me. I have to poop...again.