You are not alone. I don't think I've ever had diarrhea. When I'm in an active flare (like I am right now) I have this cramping urgency that I need to run to the bathroom and only wet gas comes out (poop or mucous or both) and that's it, but enough for me to worry about dirtying myself if I don't make it in time. It's usually after I eat something. When I do have to go to the bathroom, it's not enough and there is blood on the toilet paper and maybe a little in the bowl. This is when I usually have to go back on the cortisone enemas which usually clears it up until the next time. I don't know why I can be okay one minute and then I'm back to this again. I wish I knew what triggered it. I also have the rowasa enemas on hand, but I don't react well to them when I am bleeding.