since my flare 2 weeks ago i have been dead horrible to my wife and short with my kids. this is only the second flare i have had but my first was no where near as bad as this one. my joint pain is the worst, it makes my dead grumpy, not to the extent that i want to hurt anyone, thankfully. the tiredness is unbelievable and if i get woken up during a short sleep, im ssooooo grouchy!!! it takes some time to recover to some sort of niceness. im a manger at work and have even short with my staff aswell, which is sooooo not like me. also i love my food but i have just gone off food altogether lately. i need to loose some weight anyway, lol....
this colitis really gets me down :-(