Joylu said...
I have tried them all. Been flaring since last September and so far this spring have not been able to enjoy the outside at all. Summer, no swimming, beach, amusement parks, travel, visiting. No family picnics.
I crapped my pants last night before I could make it 10 feet to my bathroom, in front of my husband. Had I been out somewhere I would have died of humilation. It went everywhere.
I'll take my chances with smoker related problems any day over this life I no longer have.
How could anyone want to live a long life say of 85 years old, locked in their home? But at least I wouldn't have a smoke related illness?
Both my parents had emphazema, and I saw them suffer, so I do NOT make my decision lightly, thank you.
Joylu, this has been my position for the last 5 years...why would I want to live a long life like a caged animal??? I hate sitting still and being cooped up! I am a very social person and without human interaction I would be dead even though I live...not interested!!! I like the way you laid it out here....whatever decision you make i hope it works out for you. I went back to smoking 5 years ago for the purpose of relieving UC symptoms, I have been in what I would call a 95% remission (at least free of severe s/sx). That dungeon existence that I lived for the first 2 years of my Dx and terrible flares was an absolute horrific existence...This topic always gets the zealots out trying to prove how much they know about
smoking risks, which we all are aware of already. The discussion is about
quality of life "in a twisted way
" -dB