Posted 8/8/2009 12:49 AM (GMT 0)
I hope you'll visit j-pouch.org to learn about the surgery, and communicate with some of our fine members who have had surgery. I truly have never talked to anyone who regretted having the surgery when it was needed.
I'm sorry it's come to this for you, but just think - you soon may not have UC any more.
In the meantime, be kind to yourself and ask for help if you need it.